Dear Diary

Title: Dear Diary

Author: Darla

Email: darla192@hotmail.com

Disclaimer: I hate these things but I have to do them anyway. I do not own any of the characters or anything from Buffy Joss and UPN do, I'm just a fan spreading the love, yada, yada, do I have to go on?

Spoilers: Start of Season 5 to end of Season 6 (eventually).

Summary: Ever wondered what life is like in the eyes of a 2-year-old ball of energy?

"Dead Things"

Ive finally decided to start writing these again now, Im the Key, I can deal, but I dont open anything anymore so I wont be burning this book any time soon out of angerI think-hope.

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"Doublemeat is double sweet." That what they say. Its not, it just leaves me here alone all night while Buffy is getting covered in grease and flipping burgers. Another awful day today. Why do I never see my sister? Shes always out! She doesnt care about me anymore!

This leaves me where? I dont know how I feel about her now, I mean she didnt even want to be here on this earth with me or Willow, Xander, Tara, Anya or Spike. She was happier wherever she was. Heaven? Was Buffy in Heaven?

I cant deal much longer. This stealing thing, its still going. I just hope no one finds this or reads it.

At least I have friends and Im seeing Tara tomorrow that should be good. I love visiting Tara, shes always there when I need her and I can talk to her. Taras cool.

Thats about as exciting a day it gets for Dawn Summers today so I guess this is out.

~ Dawn ~

"Older and Far Away"

I didnt mean to. I mean its not my fault I didnt know she was a vengeance demon. They wont forgive me, can they ever? Anyas annoyed; I stole from her though. I just wanted the attention. Buffys just been ignoring me, no, everyone has, I dont think they will any more though, all eyes on Dawnie now. But is that what I wanted? I just wanted to feel loved, to feel like I did when when mom was here. I love Buffy, I do, but mom always made time for me, Buffy doesnt always. Shes always flipping burgers or doing the slay-thing.

Spike and Halfreck (the vengeance demon), why did I put that in brackets? Its not like anyone else will read this and I know who she is. Anyway, Spike and Halfreck, whats going on with them? They know each other, they knew each others names but no one else thought any more of it, or did they? William she called him. He gave that name up ages ago

Another exciting day for Dawn, except maybe today was exciting? I mean we all almost died and were trapped in this house for ages. Is that exciting or just terrifying? Both I think, no, maybe. Im confusing myself now.

Out.

~ Dawn ~


				*Whirlwind* *Dear Diary*



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		Title: Dear Diary Author: Darla Email: darla192@hotmail.com Disclaimer: I hate these things but I have to do them anyway. I do not own any of the characters or anything from Buffy Joss and UPN do, I'm just a fan spreading the love, yada, yada, do I have to go on? Spoilers: Start of Season 5 to end of Season 6 (eventually). Summary: Ever wondered what life is like in the eyes of a 2-year-old ball of energy? "Dead Things" Ive finally decided to start writing these again now, Im the Key, I can deal, but I dont open anything anymore so I wont be burning this book any time soon out of angerI think-hope. _____________________________________________________________________________________________ "Doublemeat is double sweet." That what they say. Its not, it just leaves me here alone all night while Buffy is getting covered in grease and flipping burgers. Another awful day today. Why do I never see my sister? Shes always out! She doesnt care about me anymore! This leaves me where? I dont know how I feel about her now, I mean she didnt even want to be here on this earth with me or Willow, Xander, Tara, Anya or Spike. She was happier wherever she was. Heaven? Was Buffy in Heaven? I cant deal much longer. This stealing thing, its still going. I just hope no one finds this or reads it. At least I have friends and Im seeing Tara tomorrow that should be good. I love visiting Tara, shes always there when I need her and I can talk to her. Taras cool. Thats about as exciting a day it gets for Dawn Summers today so I guess this is out. ~ Dawn ~ "Older and Far Away" I didnt mean to. I mean its not my fault I didnt know she was a vengeance demon. They wont forgive me, can they ever? Anyas annoyed; I stole from her though. I just wanted the attention. Buffys just been ignoring me, no, everyone has, I dont think they will any more though, all eyes on Dawnie now. But is that what I wanted? I just wanted to feel loved, to feel like I did when when mom was here. I love Buffy, I do, but mom always made time for me, Buffy doesnt always. Shes always flipping burgers or doing the slay-thing. Spike and Halfreck (the vengeance demon), why did I put that in brackets? Its not like anyone else will read this and I know who she is. Anyway, Spike and Halfreck, whats going on with them? They know each other, they knew each others names but no one else thought any more of it, or did they? William she called him. He gave that name up ages ago Another exciting day for Dawn, except maybe today was exciting? I mean we all almost died and were trapped in this house for ages. Is that exciting or just terrifying? Both I think, no, maybe. Im confusing myself now. Out. ~ Dawn ~